Poor Tegan

Monday after bringing Tegan home David took him to the hospital because he had a little jaundice when we were at the hospital. Well it was really high so they brought a light therapy bed over for him to lay in. That was the hardest thing ever. He had to lay in it all the time except for when he had to eat or have his diaper changed. Not only did he not like it cause he couldn't be swaddled but I was very emotional cause I couldn't hold him. I just cried all the time! Plus David had to take him to the hospital so they could take his blood to check to see where it was at and they poked his heels and they are still torn up. Poor thing! Well luckily Wednesday we were able to take him off. I couldn't have been happier! It has been a hard week. Tegan has had his days and nights mixed up. But surprisingly I haven't been too tired. At least when I do sleep I crash unlike when I was pregnant I got no sleep! Hopefully he will figure it out soon. It is going to be an even harder week since David goes back to work tomorrow. I have loved having his help this week. He is such a great dad! He couldn't have been more of a help. He just loves Tegan and I love watching him with him. He does have the magical touch when it comes to burping Tegan. Valentine's Day we went to Chantz production The Man Who Came to Dinner. He had the lead and he was just amazing! He is so talented! It was very hard to stay awake though. David and I were so exhausted! But we knew if we didn't go then we wouldn't be able to go any other time. That night though I was getting depressed cause none of my clothes fit. Maternity clothes are too big and my other clothes are too small. I was even more depressed cause we have no money for me to buy new clothes since we have a ton of doctor bills to pay. My awesome mom decided to take me shopping for a few things to make me fell better for a early birthday gift. It really made me feel good since I found quite a few things that actually looked good on me. I just can't wait until I can start working out and start getting skinny again. I really have nothing to complain about though I actually have a waist! Very happy day!